^ study very quickly without rest ^
^ the heat between me n the shit is no good for study ^
^ the is no fog of smiling ^
^ she is the shit of life ^
^ there is a hole in my chest with her attitude ^
^ i miss the smell of the ocean in my state ^
^ i must keep up my appearance ^
^ naturally, there can be no match between us ^
^ she is the person that only drink money ^
^ i need to be stronger ^
^ i want to have and make a respectable salary ^
^ the broken, the stolen heart ^
^ they viewed me no longer than a man would take for a dead insect ^
^ again the hot blood of a angryness dropping from my heart to my hands ^
^ now i simply eliminate your weak point ^
^ i just need to breathe the cool air into my lung ^
^ HOPEFULLY..I CAN THE SMILE OF RESPECT AND EVEN BOW FROM THEIR HEAD ^
^ i have a wish to purchase the property ..insyaallah ^
^ i revealed nothing to them...becoz they can stab me from the back..damn !! ^
^ i always feel sadness... ^
^ because this do not seem a good sign for the purchase of a bestfriend ^
^ this feeling do not disappear from my body ^
^ only the pale morning sky so high and wide ^
^ wishing the sunlight drops through my window ^
^ i feel a sense of destiny ^
^ i feel quite calm when with him ^
^ you can face a confused expression of me ^
^ i want to step out from your bad judgement !!! ^
^ i am at once so astonished at your low figure that I do not respond ^
^ i want turn my face towards them and smile a most relaxed smile ^
today is my birthday...yeah celebrate it with tears !!!..hahaha...stupid!!!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
the clouds so thick~~
Saturday, March 19, 2011
vibrated with emotional fervour......
* everything I said seemed to resonate *
* her idea....her concept....eccentrics ..bluerkkkkk. *
* give it A rest..girl... *
* a moody-looking...very hate that *
* your sounds rather pointless to me *
* apparently failing to recall my role as a student...FB ..SLEEP *
* this was a really a preamble between you and me *
* i want to be immune from angry *
* i was suddenly depressed..MISS MY FAMILY*
* poor bloody stupid girl *
* I have serious, heavy duty..PHARMACIST-TO-BE *
* Ok, you win. you win this round. but there will be others. MS cool ....*
* i was reluctantly impressed with my friends who are intellectual but still in humble position *
* charming friends ..i can give my sophisticated smile*
* with my family and my lover....the vacuum of silence around me can be done *
* I mustn't waste time *
* CALM myself *
* i think you just hunger for nuggets of controversy *
* I propose to outline my idea but youuu......I don't want give a bad word for you *
* A girl with nothing to prove and no time to waste on dissent *
* i want to be slim.beautiful..youthful in appearance and exuding a kind of perpetual joy *
* I sensed was a thickening fog of discomfort around that girl *
* but..discomfort is a good thing !!! *
Friday, March 18, 2011
cold in the house of glory.......
* still hesitant, still unsure *
* do you know what I couldn't do ? *
* it was a really dull evening today *
* getting a bit fed up with that attitudes...that girl treating me like a stranger *
* THEY ARE MATES...but please don't show off too much okay *
* I want to have strawberry-blond, unblemished, lovely smile... :) *
* because ain hidayah is serious, serious totty person.... :( *
* i want to embellish my room with lights and music: D *
* sometimes........ i have very superstitious times...hahahah....strange phenomena..*
* sounds like complete rubbish, total crap...today.... *
* it gets cold in the house of glory after a while...hurmmm.just shut up and get on with it ... *
* i was kind of lured towards the music *
* nothing unhealthy if you treat me like this..hahahah.... *
* i will never display my interest on you ...*
* i remembered the stage when i would fall in love with the handsome heroes of fantasy novels,princess with tomboy acts..it was a phase.which was never real.*
* I was sensing an end to the stressful period...welcome honeymoon period.home home home..miahaha.... *
* when u made a joke with me..... i only gave you half a smile .no interest.sorry sorry sorry *
* i miss my family....they are beautiful beyond price...... *
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
EmPOwER YoUr mInD tO HeAl yOuRsElF !!!
< DrEam ,believe, be bold and be confident >
< after what i've been through, i need somewhere quiet with no stress >
< somewhere i can sit back a bit and take rest >
< please dont take my brightness of the morning >
< can i just tell bloody people " i'm going to have to shut up your mouth. it have to be for long. don't want you looking for me , OK ? >
< MUSE - the soft and ghostly vocals of man....love love love >
< still smelling the sweetness of LIVERPOOL's victory >
< I never read news about KOREA these days, don't have the time or, to be quite honest, the interest is suprisingly reduced >
< put the tension behind you, it's not the end of the world. make a new start. in a couple of years you'll be laughing about it >
< the days were growing longer or shorter ? >
< whispering nothings to some invisible stress in the sky >
< she was actually jealous of me > (perasan sendri OK )..HAHAHAHA
< JUST wondering if I can put up with that bloody girl for another 3 years >
< my mind went fuzzy ...sosbs.....>
< my general feeling is, that she wasn't a very nice girl >
< do not need to have tear coming anymore okay ??...>
Monday, March 14, 2011
MeGa-dEpReSsInG or what??.....T.T.
! This time it's much more intense, this time it's the BIG THING, the REAL THING.....!
! Anyway,really missed the time involved putting on some serious make-up and going to mall.......!
! i did my first semester with heavy sighs....second sem until last sem??? !
! good news in second semester....all right...i just pop in the library and grab a book..heheheh !
! how the hell should I be expected to know who KEREK GIRL was...I've been too busy to even think about local history...werkkkk !
! I should be eating like a supermodel..hurmphhhhh...wow wow wow..hhahah !
! YEAH..I'm fine. I just needed to talk to you. NO weeping, no pleading. Just the truth. !
! She's a bit of an old witch. Absolutely not. God forbid. Neither will I hang around her..hahah !
! YET there was something different about today...wasn't there...go slowly.go carefully.be cool. i had contact lens in my eyes!!!hahaah !
! oh hell..here it comes..smiling a troublemaker's smile at the arrival make me vomit...bluerkkk... !
! BUt do we all know why we're here in university ? !
! she didn't look over-friendly at the moment... humphhhh.... !
! delightful old girl, May, however, be some sort of witch. don't tempted to get too close with her.haha !
! hope for the best !
! this wasn't the right attitude, was it? I should be cheerful and hearty... !
! i want to scream but a scarf of fear tightened around my throat .. !
! she was so....bloody..cold.... !
! Nice enough idea !
* might one perhaps have a word? *
Monday, December 27, 2010
study will attack me soooooonnnnn!!!!
believe or not!!!
i feel like chemistry course student!!!! 3 subjects related to chemistry will eat me in new sem....
absolutely i'm pharmacist to be ...must learn all that chem...but u know why...
ain hidayah is so allergic to chem....huhuhuhu...
i miss so much my homeroom teacher sir ramli.. kelantanese said aja sebutir2....huhuu
i hope i will restore back my energy ..my spirit...to engulf all new rules in degree stage...
how tired i'm.topic is changing kan..hahahaha..luckily my new house in puncak alam is set in a vast and verdant ( rich with greenery )...
so can hiruplah fresh air there..hahahah.... i hope i will be impressed by the blend of loving housemates and courage...sort of that...huhuhu....touching la plak....
ain hidayah also promise that,she will convince herself that UiTM is truly a place that educates people on everything and preserves the promise to help Malays for present and future generations...
gile a ayat...skema gile...hahahaa....
yelah...my besties all studies in MEDIC and in the best place of edu...so kind of humble plus shame....
but i will deal with my stupid feeling bout this....yeahhh!!! i can!! ain hidayah boleh!!!
kkkk.....this hectic schedule of BACHELOR OF PHARMACY for sem 2.....
| | 8.30 | 10.20 | 10.30 | 12.20 | 13.00 | | 14.10 | 15.10 | 16.00 | 16.10 | 17.00 | 17.10 | 18.00 |
| Monday | PHC 425 DK 7 | BEL 422 TEC 3 | | | | | | PHC 426 DK 7 | PHC 650 DK 7 | ||||
| Tuesday | PHC 427 DK 7 | PHC 426 TEC 3 / FF3-2 | | PHC 428 DK 7 | MGT 417 DK 7 | ||||||||
| Wednesday | PHC 429 DK 7 | PHC 427 TEC 3 / FF3-4/7 | | | | | | | | | |||
| Thursday | PHC 430 DK 7 | PHC 428 TEC 3 / FF3-7 | | PHC 429 TEC 3 / FF3-7 | | | |||||||
| friday | PHC 425 TEC 3 | PHC 430 TEC 3 / FF3-2 | | | MGT 417 LAB COM 3/4 – FF2-5 | | | ||||||
| PHC 425 – BIOSTATICS AND CALCULUS |
| PHC 426 – PHARMACY PRACTICE II |
| PHC 427 – PRINCIPLE OF PHARMACOLOGY |
| PHC 428 – PHARMACEUTICAL ORGANIC CHEMISTRY II |
| PHC 429 – PHARMACEUTICAL BIOCHEMISTRY |
| PHC 430 – FUNDAMENTAL OF PHARMACEUTICS I |
| BEL 422 – READING FOR ACEDEMIC PURPOSE |
| MGT 417 – INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY IN BUSSINESS |
Friday, November 19, 2010
Sunday, April 3, 2011
the clouds so thick~~
^ the heat between me n the shit is no good for study ^
^ the is no fog of smiling ^
^ she is the shit of life ^
^ there is a hole in my chest with her attitude ^
^ i miss the smell of the ocean in my state ^
^ i must keep up my appearance ^
^ naturally, there can be no match between us ^
^ she is the person that only drink money ^
^ i need to be stronger ^
^ i want to have and make a respectable salary ^
^ the broken, the stolen heart ^
^ they viewed me no longer than a man would take for a dead insect ^
^ again the hot blood of a angryness dropping from my heart to my hands ^
^ now i simply eliminate your weak point ^
^ i just need to breathe the cool air into my lung ^
^ HOPEFULLY..I CAN THE SMILE OF RESPECT AND EVEN BOW FROM THEIR HEAD ^
^ i have a wish to purchase the property ..insyaallah ^
^ i revealed nothing to them...becoz they can stab me from the back..damn !! ^
^ i always feel sadness... ^
^ because this do not seem a good sign for the purchase of a bestfriend ^
^ this feeling do not disappear from my body ^
^ only the pale morning sky so high and wide ^
^ wishing the sunlight drops through my window ^
^ i feel a sense of destiny ^
^ i feel quite calm when with him ^
^ you can face a confused expression of me ^
^ i want to step out from your bad judgement !!! ^
^ i am at once so astonished at your low figure that I do not respond ^
^ i want turn my face towards them and smile a most relaxed smile ^
today is my birthday...yeah celebrate it with tears !!!..hahaha...stupid!!!
Saturday, March 19, 2011
vibrated with emotional fervour......
* her idea....her concept....eccentrics ..bluerkkkkk. *
* give it A rest..girl... *
* a moody-looking...very hate that *
* your sounds rather pointless to me *
* apparently failing to recall my role as a student...FB ..SLEEP *
* this was a really a preamble between you and me *
* i want to be immune from angry *
* i was suddenly depressed..MISS MY FAMILY*
* poor bloody stupid girl *
* I have serious, heavy duty..PHARMACIST-TO-BE *
* Ok, you win. you win this round. but there will be others. MS cool ....*
* i was reluctantly impressed with my friends who are intellectual but still in humble position *
* charming friends ..i can give my sophisticated smile*
* with my family and my lover....the vacuum of silence around me can be done *
* I mustn't waste time *
* CALM myself *
* i think you just hunger for nuggets of controversy *
* I propose to outline my idea but youuu......I don't want give a bad word for you *
* A girl with nothing to prove and no time to waste on dissent *
* i want to be slim.beautiful..youthful in appearance and exuding a kind of perpetual joy *
* I sensed was a thickening fog of discomfort around that girl *
* but..discomfort is a good thing !!! *
Friday, March 18, 2011
cold in the house of glory.......
* do you know what I couldn't do ? *
* it was a really dull evening today *
* getting a bit fed up with that attitudes...that girl treating me like a stranger *
* THEY ARE MATES...but please don't show off too much okay *
* I want to have strawberry-blond, unblemished, lovely smile... :) *
* because ain hidayah is serious, serious totty person.... :( *
* i want to embellish my room with lights and music: D *
* sometimes........ i have very superstitious times...hahahah....strange phenomena..*
* sounds like complete rubbish, total crap...today.... *
* it gets cold in the house of glory after a while...hurmmm.just shut up and get on with it ... *
* i was kind of lured towards the music *
* nothing unhealthy if you treat me like this..hahahah.... *
* i will never display my interest on you ...*
* i remembered the stage when i would fall in love with the handsome heroes of fantasy novels,princess with tomboy acts..it was a phase.which was never real.*
* I was sensing an end to the stressful period...welcome honeymoon period.home home home..miahaha.... *
* when u made a joke with me..... i only gave you half a smile .no interest.sorry sorry sorry *
* i miss my family....they are beautiful beyond price...... *
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
EmPOwER YoUr mInD tO HeAl yOuRsElF !!!
< after what i've been through, i need somewhere quiet with no stress >
< somewhere i can sit back a bit and take rest >
< please dont take my brightness of the morning >
< can i just tell bloody people " i'm going to have to shut up your mouth. it have to be for long. don't want you looking for me , OK ? >
< MUSE - the soft and ghostly vocals of man....love love love >
< still smelling the sweetness of LIVERPOOL's victory >
< I never read news about KOREA these days, don't have the time or, to be quite honest, the interest is suprisingly reduced >
< put the tension behind you, it's not the end of the world. make a new start. in a couple of years you'll be laughing about it >
< the days were growing longer or shorter ? >
< whispering nothings to some invisible stress in the sky >
< she was actually jealous of me > (perasan sendri OK )..HAHAHAHA
< JUST wondering if I can put up with that bloody girl for another 3 years >
< my mind went fuzzy ...sosbs.....>
< my general feeling is, that she wasn't a very nice girl >
< do not need to have tear coming anymore okay ??...>
Monday, March 14, 2011
MeGa-dEpReSsInG or what??.....T.T.
! Anyway,really missed the time involved putting on some serious make-up and going to mall.......!
! i did my first semester with heavy sighs....second sem until last sem??? !
! good news in second semester....all right...i just pop in the library and grab a book..heheheh !
! how the hell should I be expected to know who KEREK GIRL was...I've been too busy to even think about local history...werkkkk !
! I should be eating like a supermodel..hurmphhhhh...wow wow wow..hhahah !
! YEAH..I'm fine. I just needed to talk to you. NO weeping, no pleading. Just the truth. !
! She's a bit of an old witch. Absolutely not. God forbid. Neither will I hang around her..hahah !
! YET there was something different about today...wasn't there...go slowly.go carefully.be cool. i had contact lens in my eyes!!!hahaah !
! oh hell..here it comes..smiling a troublemaker's smile at the arrival make me vomit...bluerkkk... !
! BUt do we all know why we're here in university ? !
! she didn't look over-friendly at the moment... humphhhh.... !
! delightful old girl, May, however, be some sort of witch. don't tempted to get too close with her.haha !
! hope for the best !
! this wasn't the right attitude, was it? I should be cheerful and hearty... !
! i want to scream but a scarf of fear tightened around my throat .. !
! she was so....bloody..cold.... !
! Nice enough idea !
* might one perhaps have a word? *
Monday, December 27, 2010
study will attack me soooooonnnnn!!!!
i feel like chemistry course student!!!! 3 subjects related to chemistry will eat me in new sem....
absolutely i'm pharmacist to be ...must learn all that chem...but u know why...
ain hidayah is so allergic to chem....huhuhuhu...
i miss so much my homeroom teacher sir ramli.. kelantanese said aja sebutir2....huhuu
i hope i will restore back my energy ..my spirit...to engulf all new rules in degree stage...
how tired i'm.topic is changing kan..hahahaha..luckily my new house in puncak alam is set in a vast and verdant ( rich with greenery )...
so can hiruplah fresh air there..hahahah.... i hope i will be impressed by the blend of loving housemates and courage...sort of that...huhuhu....touching la plak....
ain hidayah also promise that,she will convince herself that UiTM is truly a place that educates people on everything and preserves the promise to help Malays for present and future generations...
gile a ayat...skema gile...hahahaa....
yelah...my besties all studies in MEDIC and in the best place of edu...so kind of humble plus shame....
but i will deal with my stupid feeling bout this....yeahhh!!! i can!! ain hidayah boleh!!!
kkkk.....this hectic schedule of
| | 8.30 | 10.20 | 10.30 | 12.20 | 13.00 | | 14.10 | 15.10 | 16.00 | 16.10 | 17.00 | 17.10 | 18.00 |
| Monday | PHC 425 DK 7 | BEL 422 TEC 3 | | | | | | PHC 426 DK 7 | PHC 650 DK 7 | ||||
| Tuesday | PHC 427 DK 7 | PHC 426 TEC 3 / FF3-2 | | PHC 428 DK 7 | MGT 417 DK 7 | ||||||||
| Wednesday | PHC 429 DK 7 | PHC 427 TEC 3 / FF3-4/7 | | | | | | | | | |||
| Thursday | PHC 430 DK 7 | PHC 428 TEC 3 / FF3-7 | | PHC 429 TEC 3 / FF3-7 | | | |||||||
| friday | PHC 425 TEC 3 | PHC 430 TEC 3 / FF3-2 | | | MGT 417 LAB COM 3/4 – FF2-5 | | | ||||||
| PHC 425 – BIOSTATICS AND CALCULUS |
| PHC 426 – PHARMACY PRACTICE II |
| PHC 427 – PRINCIPLE OF PHARMACOLOGY |
| PHC 428 – PHARMACEUTICAL ORGANIC CHEMISTRY II |
| PHC 429 – PHARMACEUTICAL BIOCHEMISTRY |
| PHC 430 – FUNDAMENTAL OF PHARMACEUTICS I |
| BEL 422 – READING FOR ACEDEMIC PURPOSE |
| MGT 417 – INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY IN BUSSINESS |
