the clouds so thick~~

^ study very quickly without rest ^

^ the heat between me n the shit is no good for study ^

^ the is no fog of smiling ^

^ she is the shit of life ^

^ there is a hole in my chest with her attitude ^

^ i miss the smell of the ocean in my state ^

^ i must keep up my appearance ^

^ naturally, there can be no match between us ^

^ she is the person that only drink money ^

^ i need to be stronger ^

^ i want to have and make a respectable salary ^

^ the broken, the stolen heart ^

^ they viewed me no longer than a man would take for a dead insect ^

^ again the hot blood of a angryness dropping from my heart to my hands ^

^ now i simply eliminate your weak point ^

^ i just need to breathe the cool air into my lung ^

^ HOPEFULLY..I CAN THE SMILE OF RESPECT AND EVEN BOW FROM THEIR HEAD ^

^ i have a wish to purchase the property ..insyaallah ^

^ i revealed nothing to them...becoz they can stab me from the back..damn !! ^

^ i always feel sadness... ^

^ because this do not seem a good sign for the purchase of a bestfriend ^

^ this feeling do not disappear from my body ^

^ only the pale morning sky so high and wide ^

^ wishing the sunlight drops through my window ^

^ i feel a sense of destiny ^

^ i feel quite calm when with him ^

^ you can face a confused expression of me ^

^ i want to step out from your bad judgement !!! ^

^ i am at once so astonished at your low figure that I do not respond ^

^ i want turn my face towards them and smile a most relaxed smile ^

today is my birthday...yeah celebrate it with tears !!!..hahaha...stupid!!!

vibrated with emotional fervour......

* everything I said  seemed to resonate *

* her idea....her concept....eccentrics ..bluerkkkkk. *

* give it A rest..girl... *

* a moody-looking...very hate that *

* your sounds rather pointless to me *

* apparently failing to recall my role as a student...FB ..SLEEP *

* this was a really a preamble between you and me *

* i want to be immune from angry *

* i was suddenly depressed..MISS MY FAMILY*

* poor bloody stupid girl *

* I have serious, heavy duty..PHARMACIST-TO-BE *

* Ok, you win. you win this round. but there will be others. MS cool ....*

* i was reluctantly impressed with my friends who are intellectual but still in humble position *

* charming friends ..i can give my sophisticated smile*

* with my family and my lover....the vacuum of silence around me can be done *

* I mustn't waste time *

* CALM myself *

* i think you just hunger for nuggets of controversy *

* I propose to outline my idea but youuu......I  don't want give a bad word for you *

* A girl with nothing to prove and no time to waste on dissent *

* i want to be slim.beautiful..youthful in appearance and exuding a kind of perpetual joy *

* I sensed was a thickening fog of discomfort around that girl *

* but..discomfort is a good thing !!! *

cold in the house of glory.......

* still hesitant, still unsure *

* do you know what I couldn't do ? *

*  it was a really dull evening today *

* getting a bit fed up with that attitudes...that girl treating me like a stranger *

* THEY ARE MATES...but please don't show off too much okay *

* I want to have strawberry-blond, unblemished, lovely smile... :) *

* because ain hidayah is serious, serious totty person.... :( *

* i want to embellish my room with  lights and music: D *

* sometimes........ i have very superstitious times...hahahah....strange phenomena..*

* sounds like complete rubbish, total crap...today.... *

* it gets cold in the house of glory after a while...hurmmm.just shut up and get on with it ... *

* i was kind of lured towards the music *

* nothing unhealthy if you  treat me like this..hahahah.... *

* i will never display my interest on you ...*

* i remembered the stage when i would fall in love with the handsome heroes of fantasy novels,princess with tomboy acts..it was a phase.which was never real.*

* I was sensing an end to the stressful period...welcome honeymoon period.home home home..miahaha.... *

* when u made a joke with me..... i only gave you half a smile .no interest.sorry sorry sorry *












* i miss my family....they are beautiful beyond price...... *

EmPOwER YoUr mInD tO HeAl yOuRsElF !!!

<  DrEam ,believe, be bold and be confident >

< after what i've been through, i need somewhere quiet with no stress >

< somewhere i can sit back a bit and take rest >

< please dont take my brightness of the morning >

< can i just tell bloody people " i'm going to have to shut up your mouth. it have to be for long. don't want you looking for me , OK ? >

< MUSE - the soft and ghostly vocals of man....love love love >

< still smelling the sweetness of LIVERPOOL's victory >

< I never read news about KOREA these days, don't have the time or, to be quite honest, the interest is suprisingly reduced >

< put the tension behind you, it's not the end of the world. make  a new start. in a couple of years you'll be laughing about it >

< the days were growing longer or shorter ? >

< whispering nothings to some invisible stress in the sky >

< she was actually jealous of me > (perasan sendri OK )..HAHAHAHA

< JUST wondering if I can put up with that bloody girl for another 3 years >

< my mind went fuzzy ...sosbs.....>

< my general feeling is, that  she wasn't a very nice girl >

< do not need to have tear coming anymore okay ??...>

MeGa-dEpReSsInG or what??.....T.T.

! This time it's much more intense, this time it's the BIG THING, the REAL THING.....!

! Anyway,really missed the time involved putting on some serious make-up and going to mall.......!

! i did my first semester with heavy sighs....second sem until last sem??? !

! good news in second semester....all right...i just pop in the library and grab a book..heheheh !

! how the hell should I be expected to know who KEREK GIRL was...I've been too busy to even think about local history...werkkkk !

! I should be eating like a supermodel..hurmphhhhh...wow wow wow..hhahah !

! YEAH..I'm fine. I just needed to talk to you. NO weeping, no pleading. Just the truth. !

! She's a bit of an old witch. Absolutely not. God forbid. Neither will I hang around her..hahah !

! YET there was something different about today...wasn't there...go slowly.go carefully.be cool. i had contact lens in my eyes!!!hahaah !

! oh hell..here it comes..smiling a troublemaker's smile at the arrival make me vomit...bluerkkk... !

! BUt do we all know why we're here in university ? !

! she didn't look over-friendly at the moment... humphhhh.... !

! delightful old girl, May, however, be some sort of witch. don't tempted to get too close with her.haha !

! hope for the best !

! this wasn't the right attitude, was it? I should be cheerful and hearty... !

! i want to scream but a scarf of fear tightened around my throat .. !

! she was so....bloody..cold.... !

! Nice enough idea !

* might one perhaps have a word? *