the clouds so thick~~

^ study very quickly without rest ^

^ the heat between me n the shit is no good for study ^

^ the is no fog of smiling ^

^ she is the shit of life ^

^ there is a hole in my chest with her attitude ^

^ i miss the smell of the ocean in my state ^

^ i must keep up my appearance ^

^ naturally, there can be no match between us ^

^ she is the person that only drink money ^

^ i need to be stronger ^

^ i want to have and make a respectable salary ^

^ the broken, the stolen heart ^

^ they viewed me no longer than a man would take for a dead insect ^

^ again the hot blood of a angryness dropping from my heart to my hands ^

^ now i simply eliminate your weak point ^

^ i just need to breathe the cool air into my lung ^

^ HOPEFULLY..I CAN THE SMILE OF RESPECT AND EVEN BOW FROM THEIR HEAD ^

^ i have a wish to purchase the property ..insyaallah ^

^ i revealed nothing to them...becoz they can stab me from the back..damn !! ^

^ i always feel sadness... ^

^ because this do not seem a good sign for the purchase of a bestfriend ^

^ this feeling do not disappear from my body ^

^ only the pale morning sky so high and wide ^

^ wishing the sunlight drops through my window ^

^ i feel a sense of destiny ^

^ i feel quite calm when with him ^

^ you can face a confused expression of me ^

^ i want to step out from your bad judgement !!! ^

^ i am at once so astonished at your low figure that I do not respond ^

^ i want turn my face towards them and smile a most relaxed smile ^

today is my birthday...yeah celebrate it with tears !!!..hahaha...stupid!!!